Today, April 3rd, 2016 is what is known as Opening Day in baseball. What comes with Opening Day is a lot of excitement and joy for baseball fans all over the United States. What I am feeling this Opening Day is complete numbness to these next 162 games for my beloved Milwaukee Brewers.
The Brewers are currently in a rebuilding stage and traded away almost all of their players from last year. To put it bluntly, they are going to be bad this year…really bad. At least going into the season knowing that means I don’t have any false hope right?
There is something really weird about the knowledge of being really bad.
I had this thought the other day while watching the Oklahoma Sooners and Villanova Wildcats playing in the Nation Semifinal in the Final Four. The Sooners got crushed. It was embarrassing but not crushing to me as a fan. It was the worst loss in Final Four history, but instead of feeling heartbroken as a Sooners fan, I felt numb. If they lost on a three-point buzzer beater, I probably would not be able to write today and my emotions would be all over the place.
When we are closer to something, we have more of a connection. If the Brewers were supposed to be contenders this year I wouldn't be able to sleep tonight thinking about their game tomorrow, but since they are projected to be the third worst team in Major League Baseball, it is easier to just enjoy the wins they do get and know they will be fun, but few and far between.
If OU and Nova played a close game, the loss would have been harder to cope with.
Since both of those teams got so far from their goals, as a fan, it is hard to not be anything more than apathetic.
How often do we do this in other areas of life? The farther the distance we have from something, the more apathy that is present. Think about it.
There's a band you kind of like, but it’s not your favorite so you don’t care that they broke up.
The TV show you watch the last 15 minutes of before your favorite one got canceled, but it doesn’t change your life. (Crazy to think this feels kind of like an outdated analogy because do people even watch live TV anymore?)
The acquaintances that come into our life who we only kind of care for, but they aren’t our best friend, so when one of their relatives passes away it doesn’t faze you all that much.
The biggest example of this in my life is my relationship with Christ.
The less I pray = more apathy
The less I read my bible = more apathy
The times I sleep in instead of going to church = more apathy
Christ is someone we need to be close to for the relationship to truly be substantial. We can’t just kind of have a relationship with Christ and find true fulfillment. Seeking a substantial relationship with Christ is a lot of work, but it is well worth it.
The apathy that comes from my times of not actively seeking Christ is infectious into other areas of my life. I stop caring about school. I stop doing my best at work. My room gets really messy (it's true, ask my roommates).
This is because Christ is the source of everything in our life. He is the source of our success, which doesn’t always look like the success of the world. He is the source of our joy, which doesn’t always look like the joy of the world. He is the source of our strength, which doesn’t always look like the strength of the world.
The closer we are to something, the more it impacts our life. The closer a baseball team is to the World Series, the more they will be driven to want it. If a basketball team is in a four point game, a lot more emotion will be involved compared to if they are losing by forty. If we are in an everyday seeking the Lord relationship with him, it will impact our lives much more than if it just a Sunday morning thing.